It's just a fantasy

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Perhaps it's one of those days,

One of those days l fantasize about yesterday 

Thinking that you will say l need you

Thinking that you will say l miss you


I still listen to our favorite song

And each time l do that, l see your smile

I still listen to the song you dedicated me,

But when l do that, l see myself in tears


I want to forget every memory of you that l have,

But when l enter my room, l see your name on my calendar

As l scroll through the pages of my diary, l read all the plans we had 

Remembering how we used to tell ourselves that nothing could break us apart


Opening my wardrobe, l see the jewelry you gave me,

I can't help myself with an overcasting smile as l remember the happy moments we had

Each time l visit my gallery l laugh at myself

Because l have a lot of screenshots of the questions l used to ask Uncle google 

Questions like " The hottest goodnight text to my boyfriend; How to apologize to my boyfriend"


I remember everything like yesterday

But, do you still remember?

Do you remember our first text?

Do you remember our first date?

Do you remember our first kiss?

I bet you don't 


Every place l step, is a memory,

A memory of you that l can't clear in my mind

I think about a hundred thoughts and you're ninety-nine

I've understood that you will never be mine

And that's fine

But my only solace is that one day l will be with you again

Holding your hand and telling you how l used to feel about you




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